Afterlife!

Why?

I am so lost.

Even though I am surrounded by people.

Just faking a smile around.

Why?

I don’t see any shades.

Even though my eyes are faultless.

Oh! May be the love died.

Why?

I suddenly feel thrown out.

When he just greeted me with hi-five .

may be he is wearing a mask.

Why?

The loneliness is pricking me.

Does his ignorance affect me that much?

May be I loved him with all my heart.

Why?

I feel so restless.

Today pain and agony hugged me.

Tears started kissing my cheeks.

Dreams of a happy life are now shattered.

Why?

Even the window stands naked.

No interrupted shades or light.

May be because glow has left my life.

Why?

I feel so attracted to him.

Living in a fictional world,

With a bunch full of lies.

Suffering,

Deteriorated,

Abide,

Cant accept the reality that he wont upturn.

Where can I find one?

Who would help to heal my wound?

May be in an afterlife!